- no -

19 Feb 2010 1802

I thought I've overcome this problem.

And it should come to an end.

Somehow, the feeling is still there.

It strikes the weakest part of me again and again.

And I foolishly thought that I could face this bravely.

I'm not as strong as I imagine, and I'm just a loser.

I always thought that I will stand up bravely, and fight back.

In fact, I avoid it and choose to ignore it.

And most of the time, I just fight blindly and regret after that.

Well, that's me.

It's a no from myself, to myself.